holly and grandma

lately, holly has been chunking up. (i.e., she's getting a layer of fat beneath her skin.) last night, i was holding her in the bed and started squeezing her arms and legs. they were so soft. not only is her skin soft, just to squeeze them now is soft. you can hardly feel the bones anymore. anyway, when i was squeezing her arm (her lower arm in particular), it reminded me of the way grandma's arms used to feel. kinda squishy. boy i know grandma would love this little girl. especially 'cause she looks like me. (which means she looks like dad.) i wonder what dad looked like as a baby.